Yay, I finished some crochet!

The scarf is my first completed, wearable project. The wrist warmer still has another to go to match, haha. I'm very excitied to have finally done something. :)






And here's a pic of me and Jordan last weekend in Toronto. Aww, I misses him.

My dog wears a preppy sweater!



10 Years ago.......................

1.) How old were you: 15
2.) Where did you go to school: Sir Mackenzie Bowell Middle School
4.) Where did you live: Belleville, ON
5.) Where did you hang out: At my friends houses: April and Stephanie
6.) Did you wear glasses: I've had glasses since I was 8
7.) Who was your best friend: April
8.) Who was your regular-person crush: Omg, David Hood... hahaha...
9.) How many tattoos did you have: None.
10.) How many piercings did you have: Single ear piercing on each side
11.) What car did you drive: None
12.) Had you been to a real party: If you count a party at April's fathers friends place in the boonies where I had my first beer and slept in an empty apartment on the floor?
13.) Had your heart broken: Not yet.
14.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: I was pretty single!

Five years ago.......................

1.) How old were you: 20
2.) Where did you go to school: I wasn't in school at the time.
3.) Where did you work: Hmm... jeez... Motionware source for sports? Random telemarketing jobs? Eatons??? I can't remember.
4.) Where did you live: Nepean
5.) Where did you hang out: Probably with whatever guy I was dating at the time
6) did u wear glasses? Yup, probably mainly contacts at the time
7.) Who was your best friend: I don't think I had one
8.) Who was your regular-person crush: See question 5
9.) How many tattoos did you have: 1
10.) How many piercings did you have: Double ears, nipple
11.) What car did you drive: None
12.) Had you been to a real party: Haha, yeah high school was good to me
13.) Had your heart broken: More than likely
14.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Hmmm... I may have been dating a guy from New Jersey... I can't remember.

Present Day.......................

1.) How old are you: 25
2.) Where do you go to school: Algonquin, Business Management / Owning
3.) Where do you work: Nowhere, was at MBNA for over 3 years.
4.) Where do you live: Barrhaven with my aunt and uncle
5.) Where do you hang out: Ha, since Jordan moved in January, with my aunt and uncle. They take good care of me. ;)
6.) Do you wear glasses: I do
7.) Who is your best friend: Jordan
8.) Who is your regular-person crush: Jordan!
9.) How many tattoos do you have: 1
10.) How many piercings did you have: double ears, had a nape piercing a year ago and took it out
11.) What car did you drive: None
12.) Had you been to a real party: I had a blast last weekend in Toronto, that's for sure!
13.) Had your heart broken: Too many times to count.
14.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Taken! Hopefully for good this time. :)

Milk is evil.

So says my tummy! I can't drink milk anymore, it makes me sick. :( It's weird because I can eat any other dairy products, it's just milk. I wonder what it is about it.

I had a pretty boring weekend. Most exciting thing was getting lemon meringue pie on Saturday. My co-workers bought me one for my last Saturday with them. I'm looking forward to my last day one Friday. Not having the money is going to suck, but luckily I don't have very many bills to pay right now.

Speaking of which, I'm worried about finding a new job that is going to help me pay off my debt. I will be working at Reitmans part time until I move to Toronto at the end of April, then I should be able to transfer to Toronto. My goal is, if I stay there to get promoted to a management position, and find something that better suits me after.

I'm learning how to crochet. I had a little trouble at first, but it's getting better. My aunt has been kind enough to help me out. She can't really help me with knitting because she knits English style and I knit Continental.

I miss my pets! Lady is with my parents and my rats are with Jordan in Toronto. I wish my uncle wasn't allergic, I miss them so much.

Don't blog on a full stomach.

I'm so full and I've hardly eaten any of my dinner. I guess that's what happens when you don't eat for the whole day, haha.

So, I'm back in Ottawa. My dad picked me up from the airport at 2pm (more like 2:20pm), I got to see Lady for a couple of hours, then Kathy and Jeff (my aunt and uncle) came to pick me up.

I have much respect for everyone that carried my big bag for me! Thank you (seriously, it was VERY heavy)!

I had fun in Toronto with Jordan. Not as much fun on my own time though. I really felt like doing nothing and sat around on the computer all day. I did get a bunch of organizing done though (but ya, I'm sure I could of made a better effort at doing more.)

Unfortunately, I'm really sad. There are many things that I can't get out of my mind that were a long time ago (ok, some not that long ago). It's going to take a lot for me to be convinced that things are going the way they are supposed to be. Anyways, I've learned some things I wish I never knew but it's my own curiosity that got the best (or maybe that should be worst) of me.

As I always say, only time will tell.

...patience continues (not as well as I wish it was).