Don't blog on a full stomach.

I'm so full and I've hardly eaten any of my dinner. I guess that's what happens when you don't eat for the whole day, haha.

So, I'm back in Ottawa. My dad picked me up from the airport at 2pm (more like 2:20pm), I got to see Lady for a couple of hours, then Kathy and Jeff (my aunt and uncle) came to pick me up.

I have much respect for everyone that carried my big bag for me! Thank you (seriously, it was VERY heavy)!

I had fun in Toronto with Jordan. Not as much fun on my own time though. I really felt like doing nothing and sat around on the computer all day. I did get a bunch of organizing done though (but ya, I'm sure I could of made a better effort at doing more.)

Unfortunately, I'm really sad. There are many things that I can't get out of my mind that were a long time ago (ok, some not that long ago). It's going to take a lot for me to be convinced that things are going the way they are supposed to be. Anyways, I've learned some things I wish I never knew but it's my own curiosity that got the best (or maybe that should be worst) of me.

As I always say, only time will tell.

...patience continues (not as well as I wish it was).